Journey Behind the Notes: TCATS #256

I've never been very good at living in the moment. Either I'm looking ahead at the next thing planned or the next event to happen, or I'm looking at the past often wishing I had done things differently. Ironically, some of those past regrets have to do with not taking advantage of the present!

To add to these "living in the moment" thoughts, I'm reminded of what my wife brought up the other day about happiness. Happiness is not the absence of hard things. It's not being free from trials. But rather it's recognizing who you are, who you're trying to become, and recognizing the many, many blessings you have that you can enjoy along the way--and that give you strength to follow the perfect and unique path that a loving Heavenly Father has put you on.

Putting these two thoughts together--living in the moment and recognizing all of your blessings--go hand in hand I believe. After all, how can you recognize blessings and who you are becoming if you aren't taking the opportunity to see and experience what's going on right now?

With all those things in my head and in my heart, I wanted to live in the moment today, starting with my service in the Tabernacle Choir at Temple Square. I enjoyed the conversations in my carpool as we traveled to Salt Lake, and, though not a big fan of snow, noticed how beautiful it was coming down from the sky and frosting over the trees and ground. I looked at each of my carpool friends and was thankful for each of their friendly smiles, their testimonies, and how they, and other choice friends, make this experience so much fun each week. Once in the conference center, I looked around and was thankful for all those who had decorated the place. Noticing the hundreds of little lights on the trees, I thought about how each one of those lights represents not only blessings in my life--but the many people in my life too. As we sang the songs for today's program, instead of thinking of what song was coming next, or our performance later that day, or past mistakes I had made in singing them, I focused on the fact that these were beautiful songs with lyrics that helped me feel the Christmas spirit--now. I looked around at the good brethren beside me, putting my arm around one and being thankful for friendship and for voices that keep my on track. Later at church, with my arm around my beautiful wife and the other arm around my youngest son, I tried to savor that very moment of being next to them and thinking about all they meant to me. Before hurrying out of the church to get back to the Conference Center, I lingered at the door taking in the scene of the people around me, grateful for my congregational family.

As I continued my "in the moment" quest for the rest of the day, it truly made all the difference. And as we sang songs for the world tonight at the First Presidency Christmas Devotional, singing in the moment (instead of looking ahead to what was next in my life) and treasuring the lyrics and the feelings was joyous. A lyric from a song we had sung earlier today came to mind: "Tune your heart to hear His music". I thought how perfectly that fit in with the theme of taking advantage of the moment. THE MUSIC OF GOD IS GOING ON, NOW, ALL AROUND US. As we tune our hearts, we can capture, utilize, and recognize the immediate blessings and opportunities that are ours.

While learning from the past, and preparing for the future are certainly important, I invite you to also enjoy the now. It's a pretty cool place to be.

Until next time, God be with you.

PS: Was grateful for the "revised" format of the First Presidency Christmas Devotional. Not only was there nearly double the music than in years past, but several of the talks themselves referenced the songs we sang. A perfect tapestry! And President Nelson himself was the one who requested we end with Handel's Hallelujah Chorus.