TCATS #392 - M e M o R i Z i N g

I spent a couple of hours this week working on the list of songs we've been asked to memorize. It was fun. I started on the "easier" list--the one that contains songs that members of the choir should already pretty much know if they've been in the choir for a number of years already. And I found that in most cases, my memory recalled about 80% of the notes and lyrics. By the end of my personal rehearsal session though,  I felt pretty good about the remaining 20%--particularly because if there are a few percentages left, they will fall into place while actually singing in the Choir surrounded by my fellow bass brethren. Singing together makes it easier to recall the notes and words in general just because it's a very symbiotic experience. 

For the next few weeks ahead, I'll tackle the harder list.

There are various techniques to memorize music, but I find the one that works the best for me is just repetition. Sometimes though, when there are A LOT of words or verses, I find that creating a story in my head is the most effective. And the more ridiculous the story, the better. My mind gravitates to my junior high days when one of my teachers told me how best to memorize lists of things. She told us to come up with objects that rhyme with each number (1-10) and then build your word association with that object. For example, for 1 I chose "bun". For 2, I chose "shoe"; and so forth. So sometimes when I'm memorizing lots of phrases of music, I'll start with "bun" and make a mini-story to go with it. Then continue on to "shoe", then on to "tree", etc. Seems to work.

Anyway...

Tomorrow I'm headed to the Tabernacle to pick up music for the harder list and I'll probably spend a few minutes making sure my suits still fit. If they don't, I'll need to coordinate with the wardrobe committee and see if I can find other suits that fit better. 

It'll be good going back knowing that I'll be back for good in about five more weeks!

I think that's it really. As the reality of going back sets in though, the other reality of having to say goodbye to my ward is setting in too. They meet at 9:00 AM and starting next year, will meet at 10:30AM--both times being ones that conflict with my Choir schedule. I will miss being with my family and will miss the feeling of being integrated into my ward community. 

But so it goes. 

Until next time, God be with you.

TCATS #391 - Let the Details Be Known!

As you've undoubtedly heard, the Tabernacle Choir organization has finally released details as to when the Choir will return to both sing and perform. The official date is August 26th, with the first live performance of Music & the Spoken Word  to be September 19th. Some have asked "why August 26th? Why not sooner?"  While I'm not sure I know the official answer to that question, it probably has something to do with family vacations. The Choir is always at its lowest numbers during the summer as members take time to spend with family, so I think the leadership just thought it'd be best to wait until summer is nearly over. 

Between now and August 26th though, we've been given some specific marching orders! We're to memorize, memorize, and memorize some more. I've commented on the advantages of memorizing music several times on this blog. Namely it helps keep our eyes looking forward so that those watching can look into them (one of Mack's famous sayings is "people listen with their eyes"). It also helps us focus on what we're singing about, more. At any rate, one of Mack Wilberg's goals is to have us all know more songs by heart.  So for the next six weeks, we've been given a list of songs that we'll be singing between now and the end of the year (and beyond) and we're to do our best in getting them memorized.

So what do I think about finally going back? 

Well, I'm excited, of course. This pause has been very long and difficult.

That said, it won't exactly be EASY to go back. Knowing how busy the Choir usually is, it will take some time to readjust to that rigorous schedule. We've got to get our voices back in shape, we have lots to memorize already, we have General Conference to prep for, and then if all goes as planned, we have a Christmas Concert to prepare for as well (not to mention our standard weekly broadcasts). 

And then there's the social aspect of it all. I've come to realize that one of the reasons I used to look forward to Choir every week was because I got to see, talk with, and interact with a few key people. Sure, interacting with everyone around me was nice too, and I really enjoyed the actual singing of songs and what that did for my spirituality, but a key highlight was my interaction with a few core friends. I've decided, however, I don't really want to take that approach anymore. And I feel like I'm ready not to. I want to go to rehearsals and performances with more of a missionary mindset. I want to just enjoy whoever I'm around and get to sing next to. I want to be saturated with the beauty of the music and become a better person because of it--while all the time helping audience members connect with it too. I want to be more confident in who I am and find an optimal balance in the amount of strength and friendship I draw from those around me. I want a harmonious balance. And most of all, I want it all to both add-to, and enhance, my inner peace.

Because isn't living with peace (and helping others achieve it) what it's all about anyway?

Until next time, God be with you.

TCATS #390 - Random Musings, Part 52

Choir-related happenings this week? 

Well, there weren't any actual happenings, per se (haha), but here's how the Choir came up for me personally during the last seven days.

First, I attended two family reunions and as you might suspect, I was asked about the Choir more times than I care to admit. I reassured them all that an actual date to return had been decided upon and they'd be able to hear us sing live, soon. They were happy about that news and went on to say how they always look for me during Conference, etc. etc. 

Second, I had a photo collage come up on my Google Photos app which included the 4th of July spent at West Point Military Academy. This was when the Choir was on tour back East, back in 2015. That concert we put on at West Point was a very memorable one and I'm not sure I'll ever experience Independence Day in quite the same way ever again. Good memories. Good times.

Third, there was quite a paragraph in our weekly newsletter about being able to physically fit back into what constitutes our Choir wardrobe. The pandemic has been hard on everyone for various reasons and we've all needed to find ways to cope. For those of us who have endured unhealthy coping mechanisms--whatever they might have been--I hope we can replace them with things that will better help us move forward.

Lastly, I was watching a Music & the Spoken Word rerun today as part of my desire to think about patriotism and what this country currently means to me. According to wikipedia, patriotism is defined as "the feeling of love, devotion, and sense of attachment to a homeland or the country and alliance with other citizens who share the same sentiment to create a feeling of oneness among the people."  As I looked into the faces of my fellow choir members during the broadcast, I guess you could say I felt some "choir patriotism". Love, devotion, and a sense of attachment to the Tabernacle Choir as a whole, but also to the individuals themselves--who help to create a feeling of oneness as we musically testify to the world. 

Can you tell I'm anxious to get back? 

Until next time, God be with you.

TCATS #389 - The Blanket

I'm going to keep it extra real for this blog post. 

There have been three thoughts regarding the Tabernacle Choir that have been going through my head this past week. 

First, we received instruction from our vocal coach, Rebecca Wilberg, to spend the next couple of months trying to get our voices back in shape. She sent some specific exercises to work on, to that end. So, along with singing at Church and singing in the car, I'm going to try and work on those exercises so I feel more ready when we all go back and starting singing as a Choir again.

Second, with the reality of seeing fellow choir members again sometime soon, I thought about the people I've stayed in contact with, the ones I haven't, and how I'll really process choir relationships again. I don't know that I came to any conclusion. It was just a thought--and one that sort of just sits there in my head. 

Third, a therapist I see occasionally helped me work through some frustrations I've had during this long Choir pause these past 15 months. Self-criticism has always been a struggle of mine and I've done plenty of that in trying to process why my emotions have been so difficult to manage. 

Aside from those main three things, people continue to ask me all the time about "choir status". While I still can't completely tell them all the details about the plan to return (I hear that such details might be made public sometime in the next few weeks....hopefully), I can tell them there is a plan and their wait to see live performances again is almost over.

Until next time, God be with you.

TCATS #388 - And the Word Was Good

We received word on Friday that the plan to have us return and start singing again was approved! I can't disclose the date of when we'll start up again or go into any details of the plan until an official press release is made, but I think it'd be safe to say that the return will be sometime this year. 

To say that there was much rejoicing among the choir members, is an understatement. Going back to officially resume our musical missionary callings and to uplift and inspire others is all we've wanted to do for the past many, many months. So to finally have a date on when that's going to happen is exciting indeed. 

The press release that DID come out, though, was regarding the Choir going on tour in 2022. This tour will include the same cities and concert venues that were part of the postponed 2020 tour (and 2021 tour). You can read more about that, HERE.

That's about it. 

To all the fathers out there (and potential fathers), Happy Father's Day! If you haven't seen today's tribute via Music and the Spoken Word, tune in and enjoy...

Until next time, God be with you.

TCATS #387 - Nonplussed

We received a short paragraph in our newsletter Friday that basically told us that we wouldn't unite our voices again until sometime after the summer. There was no explanation as to why it couldn't or wouldn't be sooner--only that getting us all back together is a "complicated process."

Hmmm. 

I think the only thing I can do at this point is side with Thumper.

Until next time, God be with you.

TCATS #386 - To the Depths of Patience

As much of the United States, and more particularly Utah, gets back to living life that almost reflects pre-pandemic times, the members of the Tabernacle Choir are finding out just how much patience they're made of! Friday's newsletter, yet again, contained no information on when we'll be back singing again. And people are going CRAZY. Several choir members took to Facebook to vent just a little steam.  And I've been getting texts from others who are also trying really hard to be patient but are finding it terribly difficult. It's one thing to be patient when you have an explanation. It's entirely another thing when there seemingly isn't any. 

Some quotes from our FB group and from texts:

"Major disappointment"
"Not this week, dang it!"
"It's like Groundhog Day, again and again and again..."
"I'm hanging on with faith and courage"
"I think it will be July or August"
"August/September"
" I just want information! It doesn’t even have to be crazy soon just at least a date or a plan or something!"
"Maybe they originally thought we'd still have restrictions in place this summer so they didn't plan for us coming back so soon"
"I've been so disappointed they haven't been more transparent with 'the plan'"
"What, exactly, are we waiting for?"

The Church has adopted this very calculated, careful, and cautious approach to everything-pandemic.
And apparently they are determined to keep that approach.

Anyway, I think it only fitting at this point to end this week's blog post with three of my favorite quotes on the subject of PATIENCE. These come from the master of words, insight, and meaning... None other than Neal A. Maxwell:

1) “Patience is a willingness, in a sense, to watch the unfolding purposes of God with a sense of wonder and awe, rather than pacing up and down within the cell of our circumstance.”

2) "When we are unduly impatient, we are suggesting that we know what is best—better than does God. Or, at least, we are asserting that our timetable is better than His. We can grow in faith only if we are willing to wait patiently for God's purposes and patterns to unfold in our lives, on His timetable.”

3) "Patience helps us to use, rather than protest, these seeming flat periods of life, becoming filled with quiet wonder over the past and with anticipation for that which may lie ahead, instead of demeaning the particular flatness through which we may be passing at the time.  We should savor even the seemingly ordinary times...".

 

(Read his talk on the subject, here)

Until next time, God be with you,