TCATS #349 - Passing of Time (110y + 6m)

 

September 2020 marks 110 years since the first audio recording was made of The Tabernacle Choir. This notable event was celebrated with a mini press event in which Ron Jarrett (Choir President), Mack Wilberg (Music Director), and Richard Turley (Church Historian) spoke about the Choir and this significant milestone (hosted by Daniel Woodruff--Church Spokesman and Assistant Choir Publicist). 

You can read about all about this HERE and HERE, and watch it HERE.

Being in the Choir only six years, I don't have a whole lot to say about 110 years worth of recordings, but I can tell you most of what the Choir does today is recorded and we often have two to three official recording sessions every year--recordings that are used for an upcoming album release. I've spoken at length about how such sessions are never easy and take an enormous amount of time, patience, and perspective. But the results are always worth the pain and go on to bless the lives of many.

Speaking of recordings, I tried to think back to the first memory I could recall of listening to the Tabernacle Choir. The one that comes to mind is associated with a 1980 video that the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints produced called Mr. Krueger's Christmas. As a youngster of nine years old, and one who loved music even at that young age, I fell in love with the story of a kind old man (Jimmy Stewart) who has several day dreams of conducting the choir and accompanying them on a winter adventure involving slay rides and decorating a huge Christmas tree. This man also imagines himself visiting the infant Jesus in a stable and professing his love for the baby King. I remember specifically feeling a warmth and admiration for all of the music that the Tabernacle Choir had recorded for that film and how it aided me in planting a seed of love in my heart for my Savior Jesus Christ. 

Fast forward to today and over 200 official recordings later, including the most recent video recording release of "Duel of the Fates", as heard in Star Wars, Episode 1. While I didn't get the chance to be a part of this particular recording (I had some family event going on that day that I didn't want to miss), it's certainly a very cool one! Check it out if you'd like. The Choir has actually been waiting a long time to have this released (we recorded it several years ago and always wondered if it would ever see the light of day), so we're happy that the public finally gets to see it.

Shifting gears, it's now been six months since the Choir met together to record another episode of Music & the Spoken Word. We all miss the ability to fulfill our musical missionary callings, but we take heart in the words of our Church leaders--several of which have assured us that this pandemic situation will eventually come to an end. When we do get to sing again, I think we will be a different choir. The subtle differences may not be heard by most, but this pandemic has changed each of us, just as it has changed each of you, and those changes will most definitely be reflected in our singing. 

Until that time, we are grateful that past recordings of the Choir can continue to uplift and inspire. You're invited to make such recordings a part of your week, every week. 

May God be with you.

TCATS #348 - Homecoming

One of my best friends through my experience in the Choir has been Ryan Bateman. Ryan started with the Choir back in 1999, long before I even considered auditioning for the Choir. Throughout his time with this musical organization, he has had some incredible experiences, insights, and feelings--many of which he shared today in a "homecoming" talk he gave via Zoom in his ward. I just wanted to share a few things I thought about as he spoke, but first wanted to say thanks to his bishop who asked him to speak in the first place. There aren't a lot of people who initially consider members of the Tabernacle Choir as actual missionaries. So I'm glad his bishop recognized that and glad that even though we're in the middle of this pandemic with non-traditional ward meetings going on, he remember Ryan's completion of 20 years of service and knew that he would bless the lives of those who chose to tune in and hear him speak.

Along with the large number of regular choir events Ryan attended (think 20 years x 52 broadcasts + 20 years x 6 sessions of Conference + 20 years x at least 3 concerts), Ryan also attended every single tour during that time that the Choir went on which spanned places from around the globe. He got to sing at the 2002 Utah Winter Olympic Games opening ceremony as well. Ryan also mentioned a more recent highlight that was part of the 2018 West Coast tour in which the Gay Men's Choir was asked to sing with the Tabernacle Choir during one of their concert rehearsals. Why was this significant? Mainly because there has traditionally been some tension between the gay community and the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints. But on that occasion, those walls of tension came down and it was less about self-identity and doctrinal beliefs and more about singing together as brothers and sisters.  This theme of unity and having everyone come to believe they are all a part of God's family is one of the goals the Choir has as it spreads its message of "love thy neighbor" throughout the world. 

One thing Ryan mentioned was that of personal sacrifice. As Ryan's not a morning person, joining the Choir meant waking up at 6AM every Sunday for the next 1,000+ Sundays. But he was quick to say that such a sacrifice was worth it as he joined with his fellow Choir friends to make music that not only inspired and lifted others, but inspired and lifted himself. Who can measure the depth and breadth of spiritual connection that comes from singing about God, Christ, and every heavenly attribute? Who can calculate the tethering effects such music has on a person's personal testimony and connection with the divine?
 

As I reflected on the thoughts Ryan shared, I felt grateful for the experiences he's had and his willingness to give so that he and so many others could receive. I also felt grateful for the future time in which the choir will resume singing and bringing increased light to a world that is ever darkening. 

Overall, I'm grateful for the friendship I have with Ryan and the many things he's taught me personally. His patience, thoughtfulness, kindness, and support are only a handful of attributes that have not only blessed my life, but have blessed all members of the Choir who have associated with him. His uniqueness has reached souls that only he could uplift--and I have no doubt that one day he'll meet these currently unknown individuals who have been impacted by his service and come to realize first-hand how he blessed their lives in so many ways.

The power of service.
We always receive so much more than we give.

Until next time, God be with you.

TCATS #347 - Letting In

During much of this pandemic, I've consciously chosen to shut off the emotional connection I have to the Tabernacle Choir music itself--a connection I used to both thrive upon and count on to lift me up. The reason for severing that connection stemmed from an instinctive need to protect myself. A protection against the pain and disappointment of not being able to sing with the Choir right now. I thought that if I really let everything in--let the music envelop me--I'd just end up in a puddle of tears.

That said, I have been watching Music & the Spoken Word every Sunday morning. It seems an odd thing to do for someone wanting to distance themselves from the music. But I think watching the broadcast helps maintain a different kind of connection that I actually want to keep--a connection to the Choir itself that reminds me it still exists and I'm still a part of it. What's tricky is watching the broadcast while keeping my heart closed. I've been successful at doing that, until today. 

But backing up just a bit to earlier this week. I was in my car and feeling a bit low and was trying to think what would lift my spirits. My mind wandered to Choir since it was Thursday night (normal rehearsal night) and I finally thought "What the heck...I'm just going to listen to Tab Choir music and let me emotions go where they go!"  

So I did. 

And little by little my heart opened up.  I even started singing along and remembering how it felt to perform.  I thought about the lyrics I was singing and how applicable they were. And even though the pain came too, it was overshadowed by the joy and hope contained in the music. Tears flooded my eyes and I realized that this music I had originally performed for others, was also for me, too. Letting it all in had been the right call.

As I pondered on all of this later, feeling grateful for the experience, a part of me continued to feel  really ashamed that any one thing (like the choir) was so integral to my happiness. But in all honestly, I think my missing it so much has been amplified by the reality we're currently living in. One where we are all social distanced from each other; where connections have been broken; where uncertainty abounds; where political strife dominates; and where it's hard to hold onto things. 

In the end, I concluded that it was OK to miss choir. So what if I miss it a lot? God has put it into my life for multiple reasons, and while uplifting others through my service is one of them, another one is to uplift me. I need it right now. And in the absence of rehearsing and performing, at least I have plenty of music to listen to--plenty of music to let in. 

So as I watched and listened to the broadcast this morning, I took down my defenses and envisioned myself back at the Tabernacle, sitting next to Ben and Wes (who I was actually standing by today), and singing beautiful music. I let the emotions back in and I didn't let go. And it was great.

Until next time, God be with you.

TCATS #346 - It's a Wrap!

Usually when I know that the end of the year is only weeks away, I compile all of my choir stats and assist Siope (fellow choir member and friend) in double-checking the information he's added to his pictograph. The pictograph highlights what the choir's done throughout the year and has become a fun tradition to look forward to. 

Well, it's the end of the year....already.

At least for the Choir.

The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints announced Friday that all remaining live events for the Tabernacle Choir that were scheduled for 2020 have been cancelled. Including the beloved Christmas Concert. So just like that, the choir year has ended already. The choir "train" that is typically a non-stop train that rarely even slows down not only came to a screeching halt in March, but has now been sent to the railyard where it will sit until recommissioned sometime in 2021. I guess.

None of this is a surprise really. But there's a saying "It's not over until it's over" which carries with it some hope. And it was that hope we were all holding onto. No longer though.

The other thing I was thinking about this week, choir-related, was the 2021 tour. My family and I are planning a big family trip the summer of 2021 because my son will be home from his mission to Albania/Kosovo finally and two of my kids have never really experienced Disneyland. But since we can't take that vacation anytime in June or August due to various things going on, that leaves the end of July, which is too soon after the tour is over (it would be hard to take three weeks off of work and then go back for one week, only to leave again the week after). So I just don't know if I can go. Then again, if there's no vaccine yet, the 2021 tour may just turn into a nice "if only" thought.

That's it my friends. 

Until next time, God be with you.

TCATS #345 - Tour Roster, Take 2

The tour roster for the now 2021 tour was posted this week. Members of the choir and orchestra were able to see if they had been selected to participate and were also able to see if their (optional) guest was selected to come along, too. Normally there's be a bit more buzz and excitement about the posting, but a lot of that buzz usually takes place in-person when we're meeting for rehearsal and since we're not meeting right now, the buzz was a bit lost. Plus, I think at least some of us were (are) wondering where we'll be next year in regards to the coronavirus-- and if the countries we're planning to visit (seven of them) who are currently very excited to have us will let us in to perform next June/July. One would think that by then we'd have a vaccine and things would be back to somewhat "normal" status. But who knows. If we've learned anything during this pandemic, it's that we can't really count on anything. 

The other thing of note this week is that in our weekly newsletter, Mack gave us a full page's worth of thoughts (which, up to this point, he hasn't done). I don't have the OK to post his words here, but in summary, he just wanted to thank us for our past performances (which are blessing the lives of many as they are being seen and heard by more people than ever before) and tell us that our best days are still to come. I appreciate the hope he shared as sometimes it seems like this pandemic will never end. 

That's really about it for this week. Short and sweet I guess. 

Until next time, God be with you.

TCATS #344 - New Kids on the Block

To set the record straight, I was never a fan of the 80s boy band New Kids on the Block. Just had to make that perfectly clear before jumping into this post. :-)  However, their name is a fitting title for today's speculative subject.

When the Tabernacle Choir shut down normal rehearsals and performances back in March, the "new kids" (those who had just joined the Choir in January and were going through Choir School) were just about to perform their concert and finally join the Tabernacle Choir as full-fledged members. Obviously that never happened. As such, the new kids have never actually rehearsed or performed with the Choir yet. AND, if we're not able to meet the rest of 2020, they will have missed out on their first year entirely. 

Keeping that in mind, the Choir presidency decided to go ahead and hold auditions this year which means we'd expect a whole new set of new kids to start Choir School in January of 2021. Assuming of course, that come January, COVID-related singing restrictions won't still be in place. 

Having two sets of new kids puts the choir in an interesting predicament which brings with it a whole slew of things to ponder:

*Will those who were set to have 2020 be their last year in the choir (either because they had reached 20 years or they turned 60) be allowed to stay through all of 2021? Holding auditions to bring in new people for 2021 would seem to answer that question as "no".

*Will the 2020 new kids be eligible to go on tour for 2021? Typically those who just joined the Choir aren't eligible for tour if the tour takes place in the same year they joined. But since we haven't been able to rehearse all year, perhaps they won't be eligible until the 2022 tour (or will it be the 2023 tour)?

*Will the 2020 new kids get to do their concert that never was, or will they just join the 2021 new kids for theirs? If the 2020 new kids go through the 2021 Choir School (which is standard protocol--each choir member does two rounds of Choir School), they will have gone through two rounds of Choir school right in a row. 

*Will the 2020 new kids get to join the Choir for the Messiah Concert scheduled for Spring of 2021? I suppose that would depend on when the Choir resumes normal operations.

No doubt the Choir Presidency is mulling over all of these things and will do their best to make the best decisions possible. Of course, the biggest determining factor is when, exactly, we'll be able to start things up again. Recent studies have shown what it takes to keep choir members safe while they sing, and various middle schools and high schools across the country are looking to adopt those standards so that choir classes can be held. Such safety protocols are the same ones we're all used to: wearing a mask, standing apart, operating in a well ventilated area (or outside), etc. These may work OK for schools who are actually letting kids come back to school in the fall, especially because schools can probably accommodate such safety protocols (though they certainly aren't ideal for choral singing). But such protocols seem unlikely to work for the mega-sized Tabernacle Choir. A much-anticipated vaccine would really help normal operations to resume quite quickly, but there are just about as many questions about that as there are for the new kid scenarios already spoken of. How quickly would the vaccine be available? Who gets it first when it does become available? What if some Choir members prefer not to take the vaccine? 

Sigh. The inordinate number of variables and questions continue.

In the meantime, we move forward with our lives, enjoy the blessings and opportunities we have, and hope for better days ahead. 

Until next time, may God be with you.

TCATS #343 - Means to a Better End

An interesting article was published by the Deseret News this past week titled "Will There Be a Tabernacle Choir at Temple Square Christmas Concert This Year?"

As I saw that title, I had the very same question! Haha. So I clicked the link to read more.

The short answer to that question is "they still don't know." (I know you're just as surprised by that as I was) Meaning, of course, that they don't know yet whether or not the Christmas Concert will be of the traditional sort. You know, the ones where there's an actual live choir singing and an orchestra playing and the bells ringing and dancers dancing and a guest artist dazzling and another guest artist narrating.

The other short answer provided by the Choir's general manager Scott Barrick was "We have options, and the choir will not disappoint."

Hmmm--sounds intriguing. The choir, along with everyone else who makes watching the concert a tradition each year, will just have to wait and see which short answer comes into play. If I were a guessing man, I'd probably say that those "other options" might end up being invoked given the realities of COVID-19 fear. But who knows God's timetable with the pandemic. I have no doubt that if He wanted a traditional Christmas Concert to happen, He'd make a way for it to happen.

Much of the article talked about all of the increased exposure the Choir is getting at this time. Apparently viewership is up three times what it normally is! Much of that is, as the article points out, due to church members making Music & the Spoken Word part of their at-home worship service. Which makes sense. While I'd wager to say that most people who watch the choir (including all of the people who normally didn't, but now do) prefer live performances over reruns, I'm glad that viewership has tripled and that reruns continue to further the choir's mission. And who knows? Maybe when things get back to "normal", those who have recently discovered the Choir--as well as those who knew about the Choir but have started watching and listening to it more--will continue to do so and make it an integral part of how they worship, how they receive hope, and how they connect with heaven. And if THAT happens, perhaps this long choir break will have been worth it.

Until next time, God be with you.