TCATS #397 - Yes, Another Delay

With only a week to go before finally returning to the Tabernacle to sing again, members of the Tabernacle Choir were essentially given a "just kidding!" notice on Friday. It came as no surprise. I had heard earlier in the week that the multicultural choir that was going to sing at one of the October 2021 sessions of conference was essentially cut in half to allow for increased social distancing while singing. And from a common sense perspective, how would it look if the Choir resumed normal practices and performances when the First Presidency has been urging masks and distancing again? That wouldn't fly. 

Still, even with anticipating another delay, it was sad to hear. 

All of the details regarding the delay can be found HERE. I just have a few things I wanted to comment on.

First, the Choir IS returning to the Tabernacle this coming Thursday not to sing, but to attend a mini-devotional to honor the outgoing Choir President (Pres. Jarrett) and to officially welcome Bro. and Sis. Leavitt as the new presidents. I have mixed feelings about attending. Mainly because our return to the Tabernacle was supposed to be to sing and resume our musical missionary callings. Now we'll be going back for a different reason, and we won't even get to be physically close to each other or see each other's faces.  That said, I'm still planning to go--mainly so that I can sincerely show my thanks to President Jarrett and all he did for the Choir during his tenure. 

Second, I have some deep concerns about how things will look when we DO go back to sing, after reading this:

"During the delay in the resumption of rehearsals, Choir leadership in consultation with a distinguished team of scientists, physicians, and public health experts will be completing a detailed set of policies and operating procedures. This Choir COVID Plan is designed to make rehearsing and performing as safe as reasonably possible while pandemic conditions continue. Choir leaders anticipate that online training in Choir COVID Plan procedures will be conducted in early to mid-September with the implementation of these procedures shortly thereafter to permit resumption of rehearsals for planned Choir participation in the Church’s October general conference."

Will we need to distance and wear masks when rehearsing?
Will we be split into smaller groups?
Will we have staggered starts and stops to avoid crowding the hallways and dressing rooms?
Most importantly, will the Choir experience still be familiar enough from a physical, social, and spiritual connected-ness standpoint that my love of being a part of it, prevails?
 

Giving credit where credit is due, I AM thankful that at least the Church is coming up with a plan to get the Choir back together. Because in all reality, it's likely that another covid variant is just around the corner. And the sooner society (and the Church) just learns to live with covid (like we live with other viruses and health threats), the sooner we can start to truly live again without this emotional yo-yo or roller-coaster of delays, false starts, intrusive adjustments, and unmet expectations.

Until next time, God be with you.

TCATS #396 - Potential Delay?

As probably most of you are aware, the First Presidency of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints issued a statement on Thursday this past week. The statement called on members of the Church to do "all [they] can to limit the spread of [Covid-19] viruses." The statement also included the following:

"To limit exposure to these viruses, we urge the use of face masks in public meetings whenever social distancing is not possible. To provide personal protection from such severe infections, we urge individuals to be vaccinated. Available vaccines have proven to be both safe and effective."

As I thought about how this would affect the Choir's return on August 26th, I came to the conclusion that as Choir members, we'd just have to be prepared for another potential delay. Part of me thinks "how would a world-wide audience after hearing that statement, view the Choir if the Choir was not seen social distancing or wearing masks? Even if they somehow knew we were all vaccinated, would they still consider our long-awaited reunification as unwise?"  

Personal thoughts aside, the newsletter we all received on Friday indicated that we are officially in wait mode as we anticipate whether the First Presidency will once again approve or temporarily deny our plan to return. 

I'm not here to debate the many, many opinions that exist on what can or can't, or should or shouldn't happen when it comes to vaccinated people and their ability to contract or transmit the virus. But in my own opinion (which is at least backed up by some studies I've read), I think any safety risks would be extremely minimal if all members of the Choir were vaccinated. And, indeed, only those fully vaccinated are going to be rehearsing and performing in the weeks ahead. (Those who are not will be invited to participated at a future period in time.)

My own opinion counts for nothing, however, when it comes to how the official decision will be made. Since we're only 11 days away from our first rehearsal, I think we're all hoping to hear what gets decided, sooner than later. Maybe some time this week?

In conclusion, I thought about whether or not to include in this blog post some personal commentary on all of the emotions that the aforementioned First Presidency statement has caused me to feel--not only in regards to how it affects the Choir, but in other areas of my life. 

All I will say about that, though, is that it's been rough.

Until next time, God be with you.

TCATS #395 - Welcome to the Leavitt's!

On Thursday of this past week, Choir members received an email asking them to please join an online meeting that would take place Friday morning at 10:30. There was no mention about what the meeting would be about. As such, some speculation began to be passed around as to the meeting's topic. Some  of that speculation was positive and optimistic and included things like being invited to sing at some special event, getting a preview on how the Christmas Concert would be, or having the orchestra be able to join us finally for general conference. On the negative side, many of us were dreading the news that our return to the Tabernacle would again be delayed because of Delta variant concerns. And honestly, the more I thought about it all, the more I convinced myself that such devastating news would probably be what we'd end up hearing. I became very sad. 

I logged into the meeting at 10:25 and watched a rerun of a General Conference performance as I waited.  I also began bracing myself for the announcement.

The meeting began with some opening comments from President Jarrett and a prayer. After which the time was turned over to Bishop Caussé. It didn't take too long for Bishop Caussé to let us all know that the First Presidency of the Church had extended a loving release to President Jarrett and had also extended a call to Mike and Jacalyn Leavitt to serve as co-presidents of the Choir. Additionally, for the first time, President Leavitt would have two counselors to assist him in administratively leading the Choir. 

I let out a huge sigh of relief. The date to return and sing was still in place.

Mike Leavitt

As for my thoughts on the announcement, I first thought about my interactions with President Jarrett and how positive they had always been. Having previously been a choir member himself, President Jarrett was able to lead the choir with that invaluable background and employed many other leadership skills and styles to do a remarkable job. He will be missed. I must say though, I'm extra sad that his last year in the Choir had to be devoid of the normal choir experience. 

I don't have too many thoughts/reactions about who will now be leading us. But I have no doubt the Leavitt's will do a great job. And who knows? Maybe with this change the Leavitt's will shake things up a bit--instigate some adjustments and will help lead the

Jacalyn Leavitt

Choir to new and notable accomplishments.

As a side note, I continued my memorizing efforts this past week. Out of the 20 songs on the list, I have about six left. Some of the ones I just barely memorized will need to be reviewed every few days or so, until the memorization becomes "complete". But it feels good to be making headway. And it feels good to sing these songs again. 

Lastly, I continue to pray that the surge in Delta variant cases will subside and the August 26th date of return to rehearsals, will hold. Our weekly newsletter expressed the possibility of a delay so I don't think we're out of the woods just yet. All we can do is watch and see. As can be said about anything, really, it's in God's hands. 

Until next time, God be with you.

PS: HERE'S a great article recounting some of President Jarrett's most memorable experiences during his time as President of the Choir. 

TCATS #394 - Going Back Different

 

As members of the Tabernacle Choir anticipate returning to their musical missionary callings soon, they have been reflecting on how, exactly, they want to go back. 

I asked a few Choir friends how they want to go back and here are some of their responses:

I want to be more open and accepting of all the music...try to find the good in [all of] it. 

I'd like to learn more names. I [also] think the increased music memorization [directive] is a good move.

I think I will come back with an improved sense of dedication.  I think more time spent learning the music, listening to directions and obeying rules will serve to align myself with the intent of the choir mission. 

My goal is to return to the choir with much more trust in the Lord. It's like our time here on earth is short, and our time with the choir is short. I hope to go in with much more gratitude and remember what a blessing it is to be a member of the Tabernacle Choir at Temple Square, an ambassador of the Lord Jesus Christ. 

Before the pandemic, I tried to do everything for fear of missing out on an experience. Now I'm going to be more cautious and selective about certain events. It's a marathon, not a sprint... [And having this perspective leads to a] better life balance.

As for me? Well, there's a lot of wisdom in the comments above and I agree with them. I'm particularly excited to memorize more music because of all the benefits that memorization affords (even though I know it'll take more work and outside time to be successful at that). If I wanted to add anything to the list above, I think it'd be along the lines of the social aspect of the Choir experience. I used to attend Choir events wanting to socialize with particular people, sit next to specific people, and spend breaks with certain people. And while I think it's perfectly natural to enjoy spending time with specific people, I want to just let things happen the way they happen and enjoy whatever social experience or opportunity is given to me. God is the master of having things work out just the way they should and I want to be more open to that concept.

Overall, my hope is that all of us, as we return to "normal" life and things we've missed, incorporate new goals and new perspectives into what we do, how we think, and how we interact with others. Doing things differently--being different--is the essence of change.  And change, particularly the kind that is carefully considered and is borne out of a desire to become more like Christ, will help us become are best selves. 

And who doesn't want to be their best?

Until next time, God be with you.

TCATS #393 - Recovery

 

As mortality would have it, I was battling a cold this entire week and therefore didn't feel a whole lot like continuing my memorization journey. So, I put that on hold and shifted all of my energy to getting through my work responsibilities each day--dealing with customer escalations and making a tough hiring decision. After work, I just took it easy--all the while wondering why noses weren't more resilient and robust in handling the effects of the cold virus... and being thankful for Kleenex, of course.

Fortunately, the cold didn't hit until Tuesday, which allowed me my trip into the Tabernacle Monday morning and also allowed me to enjoy a dinner with my carpool group (Alan, Ben, and Willy) that evening. The trip into the Tabernacle was nice and I even got to see and wave to Ryan Murphy briefly which seemed to make the whole going-back thing all the more real. The dinner was also nice--it was fun to catch up with these guys I've come to love and appreciate and rely on. We talked a lot about what we've been doing this summer, how work is going for everyone, and talked about Choir itself quite a bit. The topic of whether or not we'll be required to show proof of vaccination our first night back, came up, and none of us quite knew the answer to that question. Nor did we know what the answer should  be.  It's clear we have to be vaccinated. But whether it will be required to show proof (versus the honor system), we just don't know.  At any rate, soon the dinner was over and we realized that the next time we meet together, it'll be Thursday, Aug 26th, as we carpool in for our first post-pandemic rehearsal. 

In our newsletter this week, we were given the songs we'd be singing for our "back-from-the-pandemic" debut performance of Music & the Spoken Word (Sept 19th). I am not at liberty to tell you what they will be, but I can tell you that the performance will include some well-loved favorites and some new songs as well--all memorized of course. So make sure and tune in! I can't quite yet fathom the amount of energy, anticipation, and feelings of the Spirit that that performance will contain. 

But it will be quite the event to remember.

Until next time, God be with you.

TCATS #392 - M e M o R i Z i N g

I spent a couple of hours this week working on the list of songs we've been asked to memorize. It was fun. I started on the "easier" list--the one that contains songs that members of the choir should already pretty much know if they've been in the choir for a number of years already. And I found that in most cases, my memory recalled about 80% of the notes and lyrics. By the end of my personal rehearsal session though,  I felt pretty good about the remaining 20%--particularly because if there are a few percentages left, they will fall into place while actually singing in the Choir surrounded by my fellow bass brethren. Singing together makes it easier to recall the notes and words in general just because it's a very symbiotic experience. 

For the next few weeks ahead, I'll tackle the harder list.

There are various techniques to memorize music, but I find the one that works the best for me is just repetition. Sometimes though, when there are A LOT of words or verses, I find that creating a story in my head is the most effective. And the more ridiculous the story, the better. My mind gravitates to my junior high days when one of my teachers told me how best to memorize lists of things. She told us to come up with objects that rhyme with each number (1-10) and then build your word association with that object. For example, for 1 I chose "bun". For 2, I chose "shoe"; and so forth. So sometimes when I'm memorizing lots of phrases of music, I'll start with "bun" and make a mini-story to go with it. Then continue on to "shoe", then on to "tree", etc. Seems to work.

Anyway...

Tomorrow I'm headed to the Tabernacle to pick up music for the harder list and I'll probably spend a few minutes making sure my suits still fit. If they don't, I'll need to coordinate with the wardrobe committee and see if I can find other suits that fit better. 

It'll be good going back knowing that I'll be back for good in about five more weeks!

I think that's it really. As the reality of going back sets in though, the other reality of having to say goodbye to my ward is setting in too. They meet at 9:00 AM and starting next year, will meet at 10:30AM--both times being ones that conflict with my Choir schedule. I will miss being with my family and will miss the feeling of being integrated into my ward community. 

But so it goes. 

Until next time, God be with you.

TCATS #391 - Let the Details Be Known!

As you've undoubtedly heard, the Tabernacle Choir organization has finally released details as to when the Choir will return to both sing and perform. The official date is August 26th, with the first live performance of Music & the Spoken Word  to be September 19th. Some have asked "why August 26th? Why not sooner?"  While I'm not sure I know the official answer to that question, it probably has something to do with family vacations. The Choir is always at its lowest numbers during the summer as members take time to spend with family, so I think the leadership just thought it'd be best to wait until summer is nearly over. 

Between now and August 26th though, we've been given some specific marching orders! We're to memorize, memorize, and memorize some more. I've commented on the advantages of memorizing music several times on this blog. Namely it helps keep our eyes looking forward so that those watching can look into them (one of Mack's famous sayings is "people listen with their eyes"). It also helps us focus on what we're singing about, more. At any rate, one of Mack Wilberg's goals is to have us all know more songs by heart.  So for the next six weeks, we've been given a list of songs that we'll be singing between now and the end of the year (and beyond) and we're to do our best in getting them memorized.

So what do I think about finally going back? 

Well, I'm excited, of course. This pause has been very long and difficult.

That said, it won't exactly be EASY to go back. Knowing how busy the Choir usually is, it will take some time to readjust to that rigorous schedule. We've got to get our voices back in shape, we have lots to memorize already, we have General Conference to prep for, and then if all goes as planned, we have a Christmas Concert to prepare for as well (not to mention our standard weekly broadcasts). 

And then there's the social aspect of it all. I've come to realize that one of the reasons I used to look forward to Choir every week was because I got to see, talk with, and interact with a few key people. Sure, interacting with everyone around me was nice too, and I really enjoyed the actual singing of songs and what that did for my spirituality, but a key highlight was my interaction with a few core friends. I've decided, however, I don't really want to take that approach anymore. And I feel like I'm ready not to. I want to go to rehearsals and performances with more of a missionary mindset. I want to just enjoy whoever I'm around and get to sing next to. I want to be saturated with the beauty of the music and become a better person because of it--while all the time helping audience members connect with it too. I want to be more confident in who I am and find an optimal balance in the amount of strength and friendship I draw from those around me. I want a harmonious balance. And most of all, I want it all to both add-to, and enhance, my inner peace.

Because isn't living with peace (and helping others achieve it) what it's all about anyway?

Until next time, God be with you.